its all like whatever...This summer was garbage, plain and simple. This year is more or less okay right now...
Ive picked up a few habits aswell as dropped a few and came to a few...i dont know if you'd call them epiphanies...but self-revalations definately...
So far ive picked up smoking heavily...my brand of choice is Marlboro Reds...they're amazing...Camels are a decent substitute i suppose...but reds are the best...no pot though, still very against it...for me anyway...if a friend uses it, fine... i drink recreationally (although i always kinda did), by this i mean i dont get shitfaced... I've given up on the whole "LOVE" thing...i guess its like my favorite quote "we're destined to all die alone". or at least its that way for me. I gave up on that..."be nice to everybody" crap, nice guys get shit on...dont get me wrong im not an evil little bastard now...im still nice...i guess my problem all along was i was too nice to stand up for myself.
I guess im kinda typing this more for me than anyone on this site, since i need to get these things down for one reason or another...it makes me feel better. I have no clue if anyone will even care to read this...but if you do leave a comment
At the moment im concentrating on ME, itll be a while before i put myself out there for some girl to step on my feelings... but i guess im a hopless romantic, i know eventually ill try again...maybe sooner than later. YES ladies and gents! you heard it right...i think ive found someone for me...through all this pessimism theres a shred of optimism...alas, all my other dating ventures and love intrests led me to be crushed...again...no details but its led to my inability to tell her how i feel.
yay!!!pessimism back!!!!
i do think i will start creating devations again..i do really miss DA, i really do, so i think ill make some photoshop creations for y'all...
no poetry...im in a constant state of depression but i can only write my crappy brand of poetry when im wounded deeply by someone i care for...of if for some reason out of the blue i feel like i can...i have my crazy days too ya know...
If i thought i could draw worth a damn i would give it a shot buut i cant soo
but ive bored you all far too much with my life...or lack there of >.>
Psychotic
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Her blurb and life are a
work in progress...
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"I like my elves green."~Me
"Guess,what has two thumbs and doesn't give a crap?"~Bob Kelso
Wanna see some MAJOR SasuNaru!?CLICK HERE!!!>>>[link]
a lot of people do...i r shockeded...it has even more hits than my deathnote pic o.O
(I saw it cuz it was featured...haha.)
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"I like my elves green."~Me
"Guess,what has two thumbs and doesn't give a crap?"~Bob Kelso
Wanna see some MAJOR SasuNaru!?CLICK HERE!!!>>>[link]
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i'm still trying to find that rainbow of which i can follow to the cauldron of gold and where you'll wait for me
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Where there's cake, there's hope. And there's always cake.
i was a bit sad back then, having a hard time with everything, but i am good now. things have gotten much better.
T^T
thanks~thanks
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up all night
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"Pharaoh, Pharaoh, Atem, Atem!!"
"What Seto..." An angry moan from Atem.
"It's time to go to sleep now!"
"Right..." Atem starts to doze off before he hears, "Pssst...Atem..."
"What Seto..?" he mummbles, getting annoyed. "It's time--" Atem rapes him.
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